i'll be missing her...

Mom's leaving to be with her husband. Seems pretty normal for the rest of the family members since it's the nth time my mom will be leaving but not for me....

She arrived here July 2006, stayed for 16 months. The longest stay compared to her other vacations here. I lived with her for just 8 months. We had a big fight. Well, that's the reason why I stayed in the boarding house, lived with people I barely know.

Now, she's leaving. I am not sure when she's coming back and when will I see her again. She bid me goodbye before I go to school, and God! I can't help but cry... I've realized that many months were wasted because of our fight. We could've just stayed with each other, to be together. If I only knew that she will be leaving so soon, I should've apologized earlier. I could've told her how sorry I am for what had happened between us. I feel like I lost all my chances to show her how thankful I am because she was the one who found me...

To my mother, I'm so sorry for all the pains
and the wrong things I have caused you and Will.
I love you so much in spite of all my mistakes and imperfections....

Take care always....

Love you mom...